"Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it."

You can make more friends in two months by becoming interested in other people than you can. By trying to get other people interested in you. It's just easy to find a casual friend, but not a real one. You seem they are good but they're not. Having a friend is a great fulfillment for me... but then i guess it's not worthy for them 'coz i'm their friend. At first, i thought that it is the happiest part of my life when i met them, but there are a few of them doesn't apreciates the real goodness of me.. but they are sorry, i can't even please them for them to like me nor for them to treat me the way i want. As the saying, "YOU CANNOT PLEASE EVERYBODY". It's just normal for me as the way they treats me, pero sana naman bigyan nila ng halaga ung mga naitulong ko sa kanila kase ayaw ko ng my kasamaan ng loob. Totoo nga ung sinabi ng prof namen na "YOUR BEST FRIEND COULD MIGHT BE YOUR BEST ENEMY." Sa tingin ko totoo nga un, kase ung iba hindi nila na-apreciate ung mga simpleng bagay na ginagawa mo sa kanila. "IM NOT PERFECT, YOUR NOT PERFECT", tao din po ako. Nasasaktan, Umiiyak, Nakakaramdam at Hindi ako MANHID para hindi mapansin ung mga ginagawa ng mga taong nakakasama at nakakausap ko araw-araw. Sana lang ma REALIZED nila na kapag ganun din kaya ung ginawa sa kanila, magiging happy din kaya sila??? hay.... =(

"Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it."

"Ang SHOWBIZ mo naman... bat mo sha kilala?"

RUFFA GUTTIERREZ
(in her most maldita pose)

BEA ALONZO

(in her most seductive pose)

"etong mababasa nyo ay hango lamang lahat sa mga nakikita at naririnig ko sa aking mga kapwa tao"

(^_^)enjoy guyz!(^_^)

PANIMULA: ayan ha. nililinaw ko na ngaun na ndi ako mashowbiz na tao. it's just that, i get used to know them easy. mejo outdated na nga ko sa mga nangyayari sa kanila, ksi sobrang busy q sa skul.. marami kasing nagsasabi (mga sabi-sabi daw), "ang showbiz mo naman! ba't mo sya kilala?!" duuuuh???...anyway, tutal isyu na naman tong kashowbizan, pangatawananan ko na lang. nao-OA-an ako ke Bea Alonzo sa pagportray niya ke Betty La Fea. grabe!!! to the highest level of all levels... all those gestures and facial expressions really irritates us! though nabigyan naman ni Bea ng justice ang role nya, ndi naman ganun si Ana Maria Orozco (the actress who potrayed Betty La Fea Columbian version) umarte. parang natural lang naman ung betty la fea sa columbia. parang eng eng naman kasi si Bea eh.di ba? hahaha. wala lang napansin ko lang. tapos eto pa, ndi ko type ung circle of friends ni Betty sa office ng ECOMODA- MANILA dito sa pinoy version. Unlike sa columbia na very entertaining! nyahaha! nakakatawa talaga ung sa columbia kasi bawat myembro ng circle of friends ni betty may character, ung talagang tatatak sa isip mo. Unlike sa pinoy version. Pero ewan ko lang. may ipapakita pa nman sila. hahaha! showbiz critic ba naman? HAHAHAHAHA! ung role naman ni Ruffa Guttierrez as Daniella, ok naman. Laging exciting ung role. La ako masabe. magaling naman sya at nakakatakot si Ruffa as a antagonist for me, kase convincing umarte ung eyes nya tapos ang tangkad pa nyang babae. tapos, malaki pa ung boses.. Atsaka pamatay ung unique line nyang, "Just GO! then GO! and GO!" nyahahaha! Actually, di naman ako fanatic nitong program na to. Anyway, enuf na nga. baka sabihin nyo pang showbiz ako! nyahhahaa..

time check: 12:00 n0on

LUNCH MUNA ME... babush!:)

"Somebody, somewhere is thinking of you."

I'ts been quite a while since i open this blog. Here i'am again to share my thoughts and feelings.. hmmmm.... jaran!!! OHLA! They asked me, which is more important to you, me or your life? I'll say, My life and you'll go and leave me without knowing that you are my life... It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye. When you finally find someone who you want to spend the rest of your life with, you want the rest of your life to start right away. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone -but takes a lifetime to forget someone. isn't it? For few love can last a lifetime, but for many not knowing when to let go can hold them back forever. Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worth while, so when you are lonely, remember this is true: "Somebody, somewhere is thinking of you." If living life would mean loving you for the rest of my life, I would take the chance. The essential sadness is to go through life without loving. But it would be almost equally sad to leave this world without ever telling those you loved that you love them. Never say 'I like you' if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they're not there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there, I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what to do, I'm sorry I can't help myself. Take Care and So Long.. =(

TO SOMEONE

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, falling in love with you was beyond my
control. Boyfriends come and go, but friends are forever. A guy and a girl can be just friends but at one point or another one of them will fall for the other, maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late or maybe, just maybe ... F O R E V E R. Should I smile because you're my friend or cry because thats all we'll ever be? How can you be friends with someone, If everytime you look at them, it makes you want them even more? People won't remember what you did. People won't remember what you said. But, people will remember how you made them feel. True Love is falling in love with your best friend, and only then, will you find the meaning of happiness. True Love is when you have to watch a friend leave, with the knowledge that you might never see him again. But you know he'll be in your mind and heart forever... Love is like friendship which being set on fire. This is my beloved and this is my friend. There are no such things as strangers, only friends we haven't met yet. Anyway, are you one of them? ;)

bad day! =(

bad.bad.bad. tsk.tsk.tsk

THERE YOU'LL BE

When I think back On these times
And the dreams We left behind
I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed to get To have you in my life
When I look back On these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me
In my dreams
I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there always be a place For you for all my life
I'll keep a part Of you with me
and everywhere I am There you'll be
Well you showed me How it feels
To feel the sky Within my reach
And I always Will remember all The strength you Gave to me
Your love made me Make it through
I owe so much to you
You were right there for me
'Cause I always saw in you My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
For always

"Yeah! nice song...hehehe..=)"

i live my LIFE for YOU

You know you're everything to me and I could never see. The two of us apart And you know I give myself to you and no matter what you do I promise you my heart. I've built my world around you and I want you to know. I need you like I've never needed anyone before I live my life for you.I want to be by your side in everything that you do And if there's only one thing you can believe is true. I live my life for youI dedicate my life to you, you know that I would die for you But our love would last forever And I will always be with you and there is nothing we can't do As long as we're together. I just can't live without you and I want you to know. I need you like I've never needed anyone before. I live my life for you, I want to be by your side in everything that you do And if there's only one thing you can believe is true. I live my life for you. I've built my world around you and I want you to know. I need you like I've never needed anyone before. I live my life for you I want to be by your side in everything that you do And if there's only one thing you can believe is true. I live my life for you. I live my life for you.

CONFESSIONS

i really hate myself when i made mistakes. something in me makes me feel blue, makes me feel shame, makes me feel guilty. but when i figured it out. i realized, i should be thankful with my mistakes...asking me why? it's because of my mistakes...

"i got stinky"

"i got dirty"

but see.....

"i Learned"

who's cute?

hehehe. together with my big bro, sir Lenuel betita, sir bokx for short. it was taken last september of 2008. sin-o cute? hahaha. just text me for ur answers. hehe.peace! =)

a dream come true

happy aq kc natupad na dream q na magka cp with cam.. hehe. napakababaw kase ng kaligayahan q..hehe... thankful aq na my mabait akong tita.. i love my tita dodz so much!

CONGRATULATIONS TO THIS COUPLES

i would like to extend my warmest congratulations to my tita anne and tito jun on their wedding last june 14, 2008. love each other. be a good wife and a good husband. god bless to both of you. we love you so much! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF

haizt! all alone and lonely sitting in the lab, it came up on my mind to greet my self a happy birthday. it was the saddest part of me when i dont have any celebration or party at all. maybe my family cannot afford to buy something special for my birthday. well, indeed thats life i guess. "boring, alone and i felt that im wasted."

Nobody even cares for me.... "amo gid na guro ang life ah" that puzzled me. whew! kabudlay pirmi kon gaka O.P. ka noh? geh lang ah, mu gid na ya guro... "Andaman lang na nila, kay karmahon man na sila japon!" hahaha... bleH! peace out!=)

all about me

when i was 1 years old

this is me 19 years ago
in my life, i never tried to impress someone for them to like me. 'coz when i do, i will have to keep that image for the rest of my life. It's really hard to pretend to be somebody else but then i may not be that close to perfection like other people do... but who cares? it's not them whom i live for anyway... what matters is, that i know how i look like inside, out and i know i'am worthy of it. "THIS IS ME", as what they say...

"IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE MY WORST, then YOU DON'T DESERVED MY BEST."